I'm taking a break...

...from a very long sexual harassment and abuse statement.

I won't lie, it's draining every ounce of energy I thought I had.

I went private again (as I'm sure you know) to protect myself from a very bad company. (Plus there were some people I didn't want reading my stuff anyways. Win-win-win situation.) I've had to keep what has been going on a very private, and I'm sorry.

Very long story very short= I turned my boss in for embezzlement, sexual harassment, and verbal abuse. They flew him up to Canada to confront him about it and he sweet talked his entire way out of it. He didn't get fired. (Yeah, I know.)

He now knows that it was me who turned him in, making me a mess. I am in constant fear that he's hired a hitman and I'm dead the second I walk outside. (Not joking, I really wouldn't put it past him.) Sad thing is that I thought I could trust my employer, but it comes back to make my life hell. I asked to be protected, yet no protection was provided. I showed proof of theft, sexual harassment, and harassment in general and nothing was done. Nothing has been done thus far to console me except offer to pay me (a very small amount) if I decide to leave.

So that brings me to what I am doing now=preparing a very large and detailed account of EVERY abuse/wrongdoing that has been done to me since my employment.

I'm in a very sad place at the moment. I hate what is happening, and the fact that I won't have a job past tomorrow.

Even though I am sad at the moment, I have a weird peaceful feeling. Who knows what will come of this? I am hoping that something better comes a long that brings me the (work) happiness that I have needed for so long.

I am grateful for you, for listening (in this case, reading) and just being there. I need all the help I can get to make it through this. I know the job market is pretty tough at the moment but if you hear of anything that you think I could be capable of doing, I have open ears and eyes. :)

love, me.